Warrior of Avoidance

Oh, Alfa.

Alfa

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He wanted me to explain it…

Tell him why I wore distance affixed to my soul like a badge of honor.

And I wanted to tell him. I really did. But I didn’t know where to begin.  How do you find the origin? For as long as I can remember I’ve felt that people are bad. That they were put on this earth to judge me. Nit-pick. Find my flaws and highlight them.  I feared strangers as a child, but if I’m honest I feared people in general. With people come hidden agendas, and intentions, and I was always taught to be on guard. Not trusting people was ingrained into my core, and I’ve lived wielding a sword for a lifetime now.

I am the Warrior of Avoidance.

I knew something wasn’t right when I was 11.

I didn’t want to go outside and play with other kids. Just the…

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6 thoughts on “Warrior of Avoidance

  1. My soul has been torn to shreds and life is more BEAUTIFUL TODAY than it’s ever been. Thank you for posting, it came at the right time when I’m so struggling with an Alzheimer spouse

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